Tonight I had a horrible dream. So much that I woke up with more rage than previous days. And I was afraid that I'd just by consuming rage and burst into flames. That did not happen, fortunately. But now the anger has passed, again I feel listless and wanting to mourn. I finally found the strength I need, I've finally said goodbye and I've seen of course ... but that does not mean that the nights do not hurt me. I hurt because before going with it, and now the single step. And since this is my place where I release ... I happen to have my dream.
was there, because I have this going summer with a friend for a concert. Well, that was my dream. We were the two for now, and we were in a mall. Or in college. At that time I was walking alone and crossed me, and I just waved and smiled. I was left with face fool. I had ignored, having gone there in part for her. Ie if I understand your position ... but after all and what greets me with just your hand? I was shattered ... later I met with my friend and I returned to find me. This time he stopped to talk. What are you doing here? I asked. After spending some time talking and discussing running, my friend stepped in and began to tell all, not insulting, just saying that that was all about. I asked him to stop. At the end she was angry. And I literally said to forget it. FOREVER. Then vanished.
sleep She did not look like the real thing. The hated me sleep, I watched with disgust, insult me, blamed me for everything, told me that ... well, stuff. I got enraged because it was unfair what was it? After all, telling me all these things? I know that's not reality, but I ached as if they were.
Really, now I feel that everything will go well and I've left behind. But sometimes dreams stab you ... On second thought, I prefer to say I hate you love to have those dreams where I wake up with tears in his eyes. Those who fuck themselves.
I hate you. He hates me. WE hate.
Stay with me tonight.
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