I hang the phone to my best friend. And I am about to write here because ... I am crying, and I need to de-drowning. She asked me that my love, if I have something and if I want. I want to file a friend of his (quite lesbian). I said a resounding not. But then I thought better. I I'm tired. I got tired of waiting for someone who will not ever be mine. I got tired of waiting for the love that never comes. I am madly in love with her, but I can not help. Why have faith in something impossible? I think I'm wasting time. Lose the wait time when it will not happen. Do not know how much I love her, so as to have a distance relationship. Enough to want to go live wherever she is. But who we kidding? This is not a movie, this is real life. And I can not keep living like this, because it is a torment. I will say this will hurt me as if I went through windows but: I forget. (LIE)
I do not understand because I had to love the person but impossible world. I want to say that I love more than anything, I want to be mine. And I yours. That if both we put a little on our part could move forward. But it all sounds like dream ...
and dreams I go on.
"I'd rather burn here, to learn to be without you."
A second, bizarre.
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