back again! Yeah, and I missed it:) but I am so vague that I wanted to post. Also I've had very few days, radical.
all comes down to it, I love.
if * __ * For women of my life. or so I thought at first. Luckily for me, I've kissed. And the most beautiful feeling in the world. I felt I was crying inside, but of happiness. Whenever you take a mojito I will remember it, because that's what they knew her lips and mine. It cost me a lot to do, I was so nervous and scared and did not know what would happen, but to my surprise gave it back.
In a year that I know I've fallen twice, but the third ... it. It was the best by far. But life is not easy, and this is one of those impossible love because of the fucking distance. If she were here, I would have done anything to give me a yes. But the distance is what you have ... that complicates things. and how! So what we have been in a nice friendship, and I'm not complaining! She is wonderful, and I'm happy because I still want to have in your life.
I will not lie, has not been easy to say goodbye. In fact it has been the hardest thing I've done. Has caused me days of insomnia, few wanted to all, not find reasons to follow. I've even found a strange pleasure to mourn. I relieve the pain. True, I miss her and every day. But I can not do anything. I can not afford her as much as I want now. Any time you have to love the bars? to say enough, until you learn to live without it. That's how I feel. I had never experienced love in this way. In a woman. So here I am, fighting with myself to learn to forget this feeling ... but I'm dying in the attempt. And that is how you can feel friendship instead of love? How?
She has always been my drug. And now I understand ... the detoxification of drug addicts is a major bitch! Finally understood
not know if I'll find someone for me, but never lose hope ... I'm going to do, believe in love! :)
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