For days he did not speak the issue ... I tried to avoid in every way but as if it were back pain need to talk about it and relieve the pain.
I'm much better. I know what I want and how to get it. Step by step I will overcome ... but that does not mean you do not miss and that hurts me not (either as a friend). And the worst of being lesbian or bisexual is that when you break up with your girlfriend also break with your best friend. Because she was everything, and I have friends ... but none can fill the same way and that makes me incomplete.
I feel like dust in the wind. I feel that this was not real and there is nothing left. I understand we need a while but is that just hit (lie, have already spent 4 months) is to lose all your happiness. I can not remember the last time we talked, because there are days ... have become two to three weeks and do not know if we'll talk it is still missing. I would hate it, because if you do not need to hate her and I feel like I feel now.
is because around me I makes it easy. Talk, comments, love, relationships. They have, I do not. And instead of hurting the failure to take, what hurts me is that I had and it's over.
Sometimes I feel I can no more ... I'm dying without it. And others swear that I have forgotten. Everything goes from one extreme to another and know I can not do anything but wait to meet another person to fill that void ... that did not substitute, because nobody can be in the place of another person but to make me forget all this, because unfortunately not ignore-LA.
has not been easy to accept that you no longer come back,
how it hurts to remember that you're gone.
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